Qualities

concentration

"the action or power of focusing one's attention or mental effort." Request: In Zen practice and in life it certainly plays a role.

distractedness

"having one's thoughts or attention drawn away : unable to concentrate or give attention to something... harassed, confused, or deranged especially by strong feelings" -- merriam-webster.

unforgivable

"so bad as to be unable to be excused or pardoned" -- dictionary.com.

boredom

The state of feeling disinterested in one's surroundings, having nothing to do, or feeling that life is dull -- Mayo Clinic.

beauty

"The incredible beauty of all things shone forth in all their perfection, and where the world saw ugliness, there was only timeless beauty." Hawkins, RSMM, 2008.

toxic

“very harmful or unpleasant in a pervasive or insidious way” - Oxford dictionary. Request: Often used in the context of relationships, e.g. a ‘toxic relationship.’

holy

Associated with a divine power; sacred -- American Heritage Dictionary.

false reality

Life in the bubble or "echo chamber", whether it be social, academic, political or otherwise.

anti-life

Opposed to or restricting the full development of life.

freedom

Experiential freedom is the awareness of one's capacity to shift intellectual focus or change context appropriate to inner and outer conditions--indeed, to experience energy by decision rather than imposition.

fun

"amusing, entertaining, or enjoyable" -- Google dictionary.

indecisiveness

"the condition or quality of being unable to decide, conclude, or resolve something" – dictionary.com.

ambivalence

"simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings (such as attraction and repulsion) toward an object, person, or action" -- merriam-webster.

compassion

"Genuine compassion must have both wisdom and lovingkindness" -- Dalai Lama.

smugness

An excessive feeling of self-satisfaction -- vocabulary.com.