fun
"amusing, entertaining, or enjoyable" -- Google dictionary.
Qualities
indecisiveness
"the condition or quality of being unable to decide, conclude, or resolve something" – dictionary.com.
ambivalence
"simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings (such as attraction and repulsion) toward an object, person, or action" -- merriam-webster.
compassion
"Genuine compassion must have both wisdom and lovingkindness" -- Dalai Lama.
smugness
An excessive feeling of self-satisfaction -- vocabulary.com.
duality
"the quality or state of having two different or opposite parts or elements" -- merriam-webster.
contempt
Priority request. "Lack of respect accompanied by a feeling of intense dislike; open disrespect for a person or thing" -- vocabulary.com.
lame excuses
No, your drunkenness was not a result of alcohol-based hand sanitizer -- rd.com.
self-acceptance
In clinical and positive psychology, self-acceptance is seen as a prerequisite for meaningful change, as it allows individuals to acknowledge flaws without self-condemnation, creating a foundation for growth and self-improvement -- Brave AI.
non-judgment
Request: which would include even judgment of judgment, and of oneself.
unholy
Extremely evil or cruel; expressive of cruelty or befitting hell -- vocabulary.com.
spiritual resistance
Priority request: it is said that all suffering is due to resistance. So I'm wondering what it calibrates at.
frustration
A deep chronic sense or state of insecurity and dissatisfaction arising from unresolved problems or unfulfilled needs -- merriam-webster. Priority request.
common sense
"knowledge, judgement, and taste which is more or less universal and which is held more or less without reflection or argument". As such, it is often considered to represent the basic level of sound practical judgement... that any adult human being ought to possess -- wikipedia.
reverence
"a feeling or attitude of deep respect tinged with awe" -- dictionary.com.