guilty pleasure
One enjoys despite understanding that it is not generally held in high regard, or is seen as unusual or weird -- wikipedia.
Qualities
soft-heartedness
Request: is being sensitive to others’ and one’s own emotions a natural, loving thing?
awkward
"causing or feeling uneasy embarrassment or inconvenience" -- Google dictionary.
mutually beneficial
Also calibrated: win-win and "equally beneficial."
doggedness
"great determination to do something, even if it is very difficult" -- Cambridge dictionary.
kindness
"the quality of being friendly, generous, and considerate" -- Oxford languages.
emotional emancipation
Request: from Letting Go. What level is this complete at?
self-doubt
Priority request: The opposite seems to be confidence... But i struggle with reaching this level even. It would be helpful to know what i have to become of aware of to let go of this self doubt.
mature
Having or showing characteristics, such as patience and prudence, considered typical of well-balanced adulthood -- American Heritage Dictionary.
holier than thou
Request: an attitude of moral superiority.
lust
"self-indulgent sexual desire" -- vocabulary.com.
prestige
“reputation or influence arising from success, achievement, rank, or other favorable attributes” — thefreedictionary.
ignorance
The state of being unaware, or even cognitive dissonance and other cognitive relation, and can describe individuals who are unaware of important information or facts -- wikipedia.
aesthetic appreciation
Priority request. "a subjective evaluation of a stimulus, often leading to positive emotions and feelings of pleasure. It is not just about desire but involves recognizing and valuing the aesthetic qualities that contribute to its appeal."
powerlessness
The condition of having no power.