duality
"the quality or state of having two different or opposite parts or elements" -- merriam-webster.
Qualities
contempt
Priority request. "Lack of respect accompanied by a feeling of intense dislike; open disrespect for a person or thing" -- vocabulary.com.
lame excuses
No, your drunkenness was not a result of alcohol-based hand sanitizer -- rd.com.
self-acceptance
In clinical and positive psychology, self-acceptance is seen as a prerequisite for meaningful change, as it allows individuals to acknowledge flaws without self-condemnation, creating a foundation for growth and self-improvement -- Brave AI.
non-judgment
Request: which would include even judgment of judgment, and of oneself.
unholy
Extremely evil or cruel; expressive of cruelty or befitting hell -- vocabulary.com.
spiritual resistance
Priority request: it is said that all suffering is due to resistance. So I'm wondering what it calibrates at.
frustration
A deep chronic sense or state of insecurity and dissatisfaction arising from unresolved problems or unfulfilled needs -- merriam-webster. Priority request.
common sense
"knowledge, judgement, and taste which is more or less universal and which is held more or less without reflection or argument". As such, it is often considered to represent the basic level of sound practical judgement... that any adult human being ought to possess -- wikipedia.
reverence
"a feeling or attitude of deep respect tinged with awe" -- dictionary.com.
shyness
"The feeling of apprehension, lack of comfort, or awkwardness especially when a person is around other people." I only feel this way around attractive women, lol -- priority request.
self-evident
"evident without proof or reasoning" -- merriam-webster.
light-bulb moment
A moment of sudden inspiration, revelation, or recognition -- request.
integrity is keeping your word
"We can honour our word in one of two ways: first, by keeping our word, and on time as promised; or second, as soon as we know that we won’t keep our word, we inform all parties involved and clean up any mess that we’ve caused in their lives."
ego drama
Also calibrated: the source of ups and downs.