boredom
The state of feeling disinterested in one's surroundings, having nothing to do, or feeling that life is dull -- Mayo Clinic.
Qualities
beauty
"The incredible beauty of all things shone forth in all their perfection, and where the world saw ugliness, there was only timeless beauty." Hawkins, RSMM, 2008.
toxic
“very harmful or unpleasant in a pervasive or insidious way” - Oxford dictionary. Request: Often used in the context of relationships, e.g. a ‘toxic relationship.’
holy
Associated with a divine power; sacred -- American Heritage Dictionary.
false reality
Life in the bubble or "echo chamber", whether it be social, academic, political or otherwise.
anti-life
Opposed to or restricting the full development of life.
freedom
Experiential freedom is the awareness of one's capacity to shift intellectual focus or change context appropriate to inner and outer conditions--indeed, to experience energy by decision rather than imposition.
fun
"amusing, entertaining, or enjoyable" -- Google dictionary.
indecisiveness
"the condition or quality of being unable to decide, conclude, or resolve something" – dictionary.com.
ambivalence
"simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings (such as attraction and repulsion) toward an object, person, or action" -- merriam-webster.
compassion
"Genuine compassion must have both wisdom and lovingkindness" -- Dalai Lama.
smugness
An excessive feeling of self-satisfaction -- vocabulary.com.
duality
"the quality or state of having two different or opposite parts or elements" -- merriam-webster.
contempt
Priority request. "Lack of respect accompanied by a feeling of intense dislike; open disrespect for a person or thing" -- vocabulary.com.
lame excuses
No, your drunkenness was not a result of alcohol-based hand sanitizer -- rd.com.