forbiddenness
"The state, quality or measure of being forbidden" -- wiktionary.org
Qualities
shamelessness
lack of sensibility to disgrace or dishonor; impudence --the Century dictionary
powerlessness
"the condition of having no power"
prudence
the skill of side-stepping trouble or embarrassment, like having the prudence to avoid risks or the prudence to prepare for the unexpected --vocabulary.com
reluctant
feeling or showing aversion, hesitation, or unwillingness --merriam-webster.com
curiosity
"a quality that exists without a personal self or decision to activate it. Curiosity, one might say, is an independent, impersonal quality of consciousness and is universal throughout the animal kingdom." -- The Eye of the I
inspiring / inspiration
Tending to enliven, motivate, or exalt --american hertitage dictionary
zealotry
"fanatical and uncompromising pursuit of religious, political, or other ideals" -- Google dictionary
encouragement
"something that gives hope, determination, or confidence" -- merriam-webster.com
self-evident
"evident without proof or reasoning" -- merriam-webster.com
autonomy
"the quality or state of being self-governing" -- merriam-webster.com
out of control
"no longer possible to manage" -- Google dictionary
backlash
"a strong negative reaction by a large number of people, especially to a social or political development" -- Google dictionary
infantilism
the persistence of infantile characteristics or behavior in adult life
unbearable
"so extreme that you cannot deal with the pain, feeling etc" -- macmillan dictionary