Qualities

forbiddenness

"The state, quality or measure of being forbidden" -- wiktionary.org

shamelessness

lack of sensibility to disgrace or dishonor; impudence --the Century dictionary

powerlessness

"the condition of having no power"

prudence

the skill of side-stepping trouble or embarrassment, like having the prudence to avoid risks or the prudence to prepare for the unexpected --vocabulary.com

reluctant

feeling or showing aversion, hesitation, or unwillingness --merriam-webster.com

curiosity

"a quality that exists without a personal self or decision to activate it. Curiosity, one might say, is an independent, impersonal quality of consciousness and is universal throughout the animal kingdom." -- The Eye of the I

inspiring / inspiration

Tending to enliven, motivate, or exalt --american hertitage dictionary

zealotry

"fanatical and uncompromising pursuit of religious, political, or other ideals" -- Google dictionary

encouragement

"something that gives hope, determination, or confidence" -- merriam-webster.com

self-evident

"evident without proof or reasoning" -- merriam-webster.com

autonomy

"the quality or state of being self-governing" -- merriam-webster.com

out of control

"no longer possible to manage" -- Google dictionary

backlash

"a strong negative reaction by a large number of people, especially to a social or political development" -- Google dictionary

infantilism

the persistence of infantile characteristics or behavior in adult life

unbearable

"so extreme that you cannot deal with the pain, feeling etc" -- macmillan dictionary