cowardice
"the condition of lacking bravery, being easily frightened, or being eager to avoid danger" -- dictionary.cambridge.org
Qualities
charisma
Priority request. "A special quality that some people have naturally that makes them able to influence other people and attract their attention and admiration" -- Cambridge Dictionary.
infantilism
The persistence of infantile characteristics or behavior in adult life.
ambitious
Request: I noticed that when I start to feel this way the spiritual ego seems to step in to “humble” me.
easygoing
Request: having a relaxed, tolerant, and unbothered attitude toward life.
gifted
"Gifted individuals often possess a unique blend of cognitive and emotional characteristics, including exceptional intellectual abilities, heightened sensitivity, and a tendency to feel different" - Google AI.
attraction, aversion
Calibration reveals the essence of these ego proclivities.
significant
"sufficiently great or important to be worthy of attention; noteworthy" -- google dictionary.
intuition
"an ability to understand or know something without needing to think about it or use reason to discover it" -- merriam-webster.
harmony
"compatibility in opinion and action" -- vocabulary.com.
chaos
A condition or place of great disorder or confusion.
fearlessness
Request: I think Gandhi once said that it was one of the qualities to have.
concentration
"the action or power of focusing one's attention or mental effort." Request: In Zen practice and in life it certainly plays a role.
distractedness
"having one's thoughts or attention drawn away : unable to concentrate or give attention to something... harassed, confused, or deranged especially by strong feelings" -- merriam-webster.
unforgivable
"so bad as to be unable to be excused or pardoned" -- dictionary.com.