masculine, feminine
Essence of male and female, calibrated.
Qualities
desolation
an event that results in total destruction; the state of being decayed or destroyed; a bleak and desolate atmosphere; sadness resulting from being forsaken or abandoned - vocabulary.com.
practical
concerned with the actual doing or use of something rather than with theory and ideas; likely to succeed or be effective in real circumstances; feasible. suitable for a particular purpose -- Oxford Languages.
horror
request: maybe somewhere between fear and terror?
care
the work of providing treatment for or attending to someone or something; activity involved in maintaining something in good working order; attention and management implying responsibility for safety -- vocabulary.com.
powerlessness
"the condition of having no power"
guilty pleasure
one enjoys despite understanding that it is not generally held in high regard, or is seen as unusual or weird --wikipedia.
dignity
the quality or state of being worthy, honored, or esteemed -- merriam-webster.com.
selfish / selfishness
The adjective and the noun calibrate differently.
larger than life
"describes someone or something that is exceptionally impressive, remarkable, or memorable, often in a way that seems almost too good or grand to be true" -- Brave AI.
irreplaceable
Impossible to replace; unique or invaluable, such that no substitute can take its place.
arrogance
a manifest feeling of personal superiority in rank, power, dignity, or estimation; the exalting of one's own worth or importance to an undue degree; pride with contempt of others -- The Century Dictionary.
false authority
Inversion of actual, innate authority or true power as authoritarianism and force.
condemnation
A serious, spiritual error.
big-shot-ism
The attitude or behavior of someone who believes they are more important or superior to others. It is characterized by an inflated sense of self-importance, often accompanied by a lack of humility and a tendency to belittle or disregard others -- Brave AI.