no mercy for the small-self
Sometimes accompanies "killing the ego" as a way of "spiritual progress." Also calibrated: mercy for the small-self.
Behaviors
cultivating an aesthetic physical appearance
Request: some view it as vain.
finding the Consciousness Calibrations Database
Request: Pretty cool that we all just sorta stumbled upon this thing! What’s the attractor field that leads to the discovery?
to stop looking for answers
Request: allowing life to unfold on its own.
"rules for thee but not for me"
A signature conceit of Marxism and radical political activism for "change." The narcissistic core of the ego assumes immunity from the rules, behavior, and consequences it imposes on others while projecting its own authoritarian posture on that which it would change.
people watching
The action or practice of spending time idly observing people in a public place —by request.
no longer believing a person once he has donned a suit and tie
"In fact, intriguingly, kinesiologic analysis commonly tells us no longer to believe an erstwhile trustworthy person once he has donned a suit and tie!" – Power vs. Force (Revised Edition), Chapter 7.
playing hard to get
A dating strategy where an individual manipulates their perceived availability to increase their desirability and test a partner's commitment. Research indicates this approach works by leveraging psychological principles of scarcity and reactance -- Brave AI.
not forcing a situation
Priority request: For example in this time I face much stress at work, anyway I feel relief to not have to force conversations, smiles or greetings.
constantly falling in love
Request: All of the sudden, it feels like I love every girl that I take out on a date. I think Doc talked about something like this once. Where is it?
lost in thought
Thinking about something and not paying attention to one's surroundings -- merriam-webster.
"sorry not sorry"
A sarcastic idiom used to acknowledge that someone might disapprove of an action or statement, but the speaker does not feel bad or regretful about it. It functions as an insincere or ironic apology -- Brave AI.
fake apology
A statement in the form of an apology that does not express remorse, or assigns fault to those ostensibly receiving the apology. It is common in politics and public relations -- wikipedia.
social pressure
Includes rational argument and persuasion (informational influence), calls for conformity (normative influence), and direct forms of influence, such as demands, threats, or personal attacks on the one hand and promises of rewards or social approval on the other -- dictionary.apa.org.
nail biting
"very common, especially amongst children. 25-30 percent of children bite nails" -- wikipedia.