God doesn't see the ego as real, and the ego doesn't see God as real. You're in the space in between, seeing each as real. So you're in the position of a "negotiator" who sees both "sides."
points of observation in consciousness as field loci (article)
And an analysis of Renee Good's last day.
positive but still attracts counterforce
An apparent paradox, as "positive" is 200 and up, while counterforce is below 200. Is there such thing as a positive field with a negative focus?
percentage of relationships based on illusion
A relationship could be based on a sentimental feeling. Many relationships continue "for old time's sake," even when we realize the difficulty of them.
self-esteem = magnitude + projected value
"one cannot discover his true, innate power while simultaneously manipulating his self-esteem energy levels by belief"
guilt is ruining your energy
And so are shame and apathy. The profound falsehoods of these negative fields refuse life, experiencing and the small self, leading to depression, self-punishment and misery. Decide not to be a victim of the spiritual ego.
clinical kinesiology
Calibrated at 600 (awareness) in Truth vs. Falsehood.
the Spiritual Will: God's decision that you make
While not perfect, this definition is helpful to understanding the scope and power of the Spiritual Will.
Let go of negativity about negativity
A discussion on holding negativity in the context of fear, grief, apathy, guilt or shame.
blaming all one's defects on ECs and onis
Request: Can’t it sometimes actually be you after all?
up to 405, what is thought to be awareness is actually spiritual ego
The attraction to spiritual teachers under 405 is that the spiritual ego is nurtured and justified as a true pathway, that of awareness, rather than dissolved or disavowed as mere subjective, spiritual perception.
self-punishment
Punishing yourself might seem like a good strategy for self-improvement, but it’s not very helpful in the long run -- healthline.
belief-based energy vs. LoC-based energy
Self-esteem is a product of belief which can be manipulated by the ego. In fact, the ego is beliefs. Conversely, innate energy is concordant with level of consciousness.
"I let Christ let go for me"
Request: I've found this helpful to deal with stuff I wasn't really able to let go of on my own.
aware of not being aware
This consciousness explains a lot about the high 200s. Seven examples given.