solitude
Solitude is the state of being alone --vocabulary.com. But given its calibration it is evidently the state of being at One.
guilty pleasure
one enjoys despite understanding that it is not generally held in high regard, or is seen as unusual or weird --wikipedia
catharsis
relates to the expression of buried trauma, bringing it into consciousness and thereby releasing it permanently --request
"pass the buck"
attributing to another person or group one's own responsibility --request
beginner's luck
refers to the supposed phenomenon of novices experiencing disproportionate frequency of success or succeeding against an expert in a given activity --wikipedia
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