ignorance
The state of being unaware, or even cognitive dissonance and other cognitive relation, and can describe individuals who are unaware of important information or facts -- wikipedia.
Psychology
gaslighting
The activity of manipulative historical revisionism.
psychology
Request: Doc stated this branch of science is more open for nonlinear aspects of life, simultaneously emphasizing its apparent academic limitations... As a student of psychology I’m wondering what is the effect of the psychology, I mean in healing, understanding of Reality, helping.
echo chamber
"an environment in which a person encounters only beliefs or opinions that coincide with their own, so that their existing views are reinforced and alternative ideas are not considered" -- google.
intuition
"an ability to understand or know something without needing to think about it or use reason to discover it" -- merriam-webster.
aversion to having a job
Request: Is not wanting to work for money inherently negative? I think a lot of people would rather have all the time for themselves.
addicted to politics
Request: Being addicted to politics is a recognized behavioral pattern where individuals become obsessively engaged with political news and partisan conflicts, driven by neurochemical rewards rather than civic duty -- Brave AI.
"The meaning of life is to justify your suffering"
Request: ... the meaning of life is to find a "why" that justifies the involuntary suffering that might come along with it. I came across this idea in Viktor Frankl's 'Man's Search for Meaning.'
mind running involuntarily
By request.
self-sabotage
Request: engaging in behaviors, either consciously or unconsciously, that lead to the end of a relationship. This might involve pushing the other person away or finding reasons to get out of the relationship.
identity crisis
Request: portraying oneself as something else to hide a deeper issue
ambivalence
"simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings (such as attraction and repulsion) toward an object, person, or action" -- merriam-webster.
narcissistic personality disorder (NPD)
"NPD manifests in two primary forms: grandiose ("thick-skinned") individuals who display arrogance, social dominance, and exploitativeness, and vulnerable ("thin-skinned") individuals who experience shame, inferiority, hypersensitivity to criticism, and extreme rage when rejected" -- Brave AI.
fake apology
A statement in the form of an apology that does not express remorse, or assigns fault to those ostensibly receiving the apology. It is common in politics and public relations -- wikipedia.
aversion to involvement
A posture of aloofness about participating in life.