Request: which would include even judgment of judgment, and of oneself.
Scrabble (board game)
“a game in which players build up words on a board from small lettered squares or tiles.” — Google dictionary.
hyperactivity
"having increased movement, impulsive actions, and a shorter attention span, and being easily distracted" -- medlineplus.gov.
intrusive thought
"an unwelcome, involuntary thought, image, or unpleasant idea that may become an obsession, is upsetting or distressing, and can feel difficult to manage or eliminate" -- wikipedia.
repeating the same mistake over and over again
The negative attractor field by which one fails to stop making the same error.
hitting rock bottom
Request: I've not had huge success with this, as it felt like it just kept getting lower, so I'm curious about its calibration.
prestige
“reputation or influence arising from success, achievement, rank, or other favorable attributes” — thefreedictionary.
pathway of surrender
Surrender as a spiritual pathway.
standing for truth
Applies to the intellect. At higher levels, it is understood truth needs no defense.
statement: truth needs no defense
"Truth needs no defense and therefore is not defensive; truth has nothing to prove and is not vulnerable to being questioned for an answer" -- I:RS.
suppression
"the conscious process of pushing unwanted, anxiety-provoking thoughts, memories, emotions, fantasies and desires out of awareness" -- scientificamerican.
restraint
"a way of limiting, controlling, or stopping something" -- britannica.
demigod
a person who is part mortal and part divine -- vocabulary.com.