request: taking responsibility for things you aren’t really responsible for.
ambivalence
"simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings (such as attraction and repulsion) toward an object, person, or action" -- merriam-webster.
"God doeth the work"
Request: we don't have to do everything ourselves.
level: always force it, all the time
Or, "never not be forcing it."
wear the world like a loose garment
“an expression that means to be detached from the world's worries and to live life with a relaxed attitude” - Google AI.
statement: all beliefs are false
Don't hold those beliefs too tightly!
“My God, why hast Thou forsaken me?”
Calibration of this mistranslation.
non-judgment
Request: which would include even judgment of judgment, and of oneself.
Scrabble (board game)
“a game in which players build up words on a board from small lettered squares or tiles.” — Google dictionary.
hyperactivity
"having increased movement, impulsive actions, and a shorter attention span, and being easily distracted" -- medlineplus.gov.
intrusive thought
"an unwelcome, involuntary thought, image, or unpleasant idea that may become an obsession, is upsetting or distressing, and can feel difficult to manage or eliminate" -- wikipedia.
repeating the same mistake over and over again
The negative attractor field by which one fails to stop making the same error.
hitting rock bottom
Request: I've not had huge success with this, as it felt like it just kept getting lower, so I'm curious about its calibration.
prestige
“reputation or influence arising from success, achievement, rank, or other favorable attributes” — thefreedictionary.