"A forceful gesture or message of some kind (usually delivered with good intentions) that acts as motivation to the (previously unmotivated) recipient" -- thefreedictionary.com
"an inner impediment to free activity, expression, or functioning" -- merriam-webster.com
request: that is, at the level of doom, the ego has used up all of its illusions.
request: leaving behind what you thought you knew and starting afresh
“a small animal like a mouse with wings that flies at night” — Cambridge dictionary
This "I" is nonresistant to local conditions, with neither attraction nor aversions to shifts in ways of being.
Harmony with the body. Getting lost in the moment. You become one through the movement, letting go of the mind. The body becomes an instrument of worship. Expressing joy and gratitude to God.
request: maybe somewhere between fear and terror?
a persistent cough that results from damage to the airways caused by toxins in cigarette smoke -- verywellhealth.com
request: might be helpful to resolve crown chakra stuff
request: or identify as. Because all fields are innocent
Intention is context, meaning, and subjective reality. You are cured (or restored) to the level of the reality with which you align.
request: just leaving. All obligations, relationships etc.
"It consists of three weapons and a circle: the khanda, two kirpans and the chakkar which is a sharp circular throwing weapon" -- wikipedia
What is it like, this "state of existence intermediate between two lives on earth"?