kick in the butt

"A forceful gesture or message of some kind (usually delivered with good intentions) that acts as motivation to the (previously unmotivated) recipient" -- thefreedictionary.com


"an inner impediment to free activity, expression, or functioning" -- merriam-webster.com

statement: doom is the endpoint of the ego

request: that is, at the level of doom, the ego has used up all of its illusions.

clean slate (spiritual practice)

request: leaving behind what you thought you knew and starting afresh

bats (animal)

“a small animal like a mouse with wings that flies at night” — Cambridge dictionary

“I” as that which moves between the levels and dimensions

This "I" is nonresistant to local conditions, with neither attraction nor aversions to shifts in ways of being.

dancing, as a spiritual practice

Harmony with the body. Getting lost in the moment. You become one through the movement, letting go of the mind. The body becomes an instrument of worship. Expressing joy and gratitude to God.


request: maybe somewhere between fear and terror?

smoker's cough

a persistent cough that results from damage to the airways caused by toxins in cigarette smoke -- verywellhealth.com

mantra: Christ is my authority

request: might be helpful to resolve crown chakra stuff

statement: what I am is innocent regardless of what I think I am

request: or identify as. Because all fields are innocent

awareness plus intention is curative

Intention is context, meaning, and subjective reality. You are cured (or restored) to the level of the reality with which you align.

leaving all behind (spiritual practice)

request: just leaving. All obligations, relationships etc.

Khanda (Sikh symbol)

"It consists of three weapons and a circle: the khanda, two kirpans and the chakkar which is a sharp circular throwing weapon" -- wikipedia

bardo (Buddhism)

What is it like, this "state of existence intermediate between two lives on earth"?