satisfied
"pleased or content with what has been experienced or received" -- merriam-webster.com
David
statement: God doesn’t answer to the spiritual ego
While the spiritual ego ultimately believes it is God and that you are answerable to it, the Reality of God is unassailable.
meddling
"to interest oneself in what is not one's concern : interfere without right or propriety" -- merriam-webster.com
discretion
"the quality of behaving or speaking in such a way as to avoid causing offence or revealing confidential information" -- Google dictionary
intention: to give
request: in contrast to acquisition and gain
statement: there is nothing I can possibly do that God would condemn
request: any condemnation merely seems to be a function of the spiritual ego and, I presume, karma
kick in the butt
"A forceful gesture or message of some kind (usually delivered with good intentions) that acts as motivation to the (previously unmotivated) recipient" -- thefreedictionary.com
inhibition
"an inner impediment to free activity, expression, or functioning" -- merriam-webster.com
statement: doom is the endpoint of the ego
request: that is, at the level of doom, the ego has used up all of its illusions.
clean slate (spiritual practice)
request: leaving behind what you thought you knew and starting afresh
bats (animal)
“a small animal like a mouse with wings that flies at night” — Cambridge dictionary
“I” as that which moves between the levels and dimensions
This "I" is nonresistant to local conditions, with neither attraction nor aversions to shifts in ways of being.
dancing, as a spiritual practice
Harmony with the body. Getting lost in the moment. You become one through the movement, letting go of the mind. The body becomes an instrument of worship. Expressing joy and gratitude to God.
horror
request: maybe somewhere between fear and terror?
smoker's cough
a persistent cough that results from damage to the airways caused by toxins in cigarette smoke -- verywellhealth.com