Priority request: Oxford Languages describes it as: intense and eager enjoyment, interest, or approval. Whenever I am enthusiastic it seems I am very immune to any negativity.
heartwarming
Emotionally rewarding, uplifting, inspiring. Someone or something that results in feeling good, and connected -- merriam-webster.com
grumpy
"easily annoyed or angered, having a bad temper or complaining often" – britannica.com
dread
"to feel extreme reluctance to meet or face" --merriam-webster.com
hygge
In both Danish and Norwegian, hygge refers to "a form of everyday togetherness", "a pleasant and highly valued everyday experience of safety, equality, personal wholeness and a spontaneous social flow" -- wikipedia
wanderlust
the wish to travel far away and to many different places -- dictionary.cambridge.org
discretion
"the quality of behaving or speaking in such a way as to avoid causing offence or revealing confidential information" -- Google dictionary
long-windedness
Request: tediously long in speaking or writing.
scorn
Contempt or disdain felt toward a person or object considered despicable or unworthy -- American Heritage Dictionary
chatty / "Chatty Cathy"
"Chatty Cathy" is an epithet used to describe a person who is talking incessantly (and annoying the people around them -- urbandictionary.com
anti-narcissism
When narcissism (cal. 140) seems to be the greatest sin and you suppress even the appearance of it.
bad
request: what level is bad?
scrupulosity
pathological guilt or obsession associated with moral or religious issues that is often accompanied by compulsive moral or religious observance. Scrupulosity is highly distressing and maladaptive -- pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov