betrayal
"violation of a presumptive contract, trust, or confidence that produces moral and psychological conflict" -- wikipedia.
Qualities
shunning
Priority request: social control mechanism used most commonly in small tight-knit social groups to punish those who violate the most serious group rules. It is related to exile and banishment, although shunning is based on social rather than physical isolation or separation -- britannica.
boredom
The state of feeling disinterested in one's surroundings, having nothing to do, or feeling that life is dull -- Mayo Clinic.
sense of humor
The source of sense of humor calibrates at 345 in Truth vs. Falsehood. In light of reality-testing capability, however, it calibrates somewhat higher.
unstoppable
"incapable of being stopped" -- merriam-webster.
soft-heartedness
Request: is being sensitive to others’ and one’s own emotions a natural, loving thing?
holy
associated with a divine power; sacred -- American Heritage Dictionary.
personality
The expressed level of power at which one could be said to show personality.
awkward
"causing or feeling uneasy embarrassment or inconvenience" -- Google dictionary.
intimacy
"close familiarity or friendship; closeness" -- google dictionary.
beauty
"The incredible beauty of all things shone forth in all their perfection, and where the world saw ugliness, there was only timeless beauty." Hawkins, RSMM, 2008.
sobriety
Priority request: the state of being free of the effects of drugs and alcohol.
self-doubt
Priority request: The opposite seems to be confidence at 240. But i struggle with reaching this level even. It would be helpful to know what i have to become of aware of to let go of this self doubt.
antisocial
"contrary to the laws and customs of society; devoid of or antagonistic to sociable instincts or practices. not sociable; not wanting the company of others -- Oxford languages.
distractedness
"having one's thoughts or attention drawn away : unable to concentrate or give attention to something... harassed, confused, or deranged especially by strong feelings" -- merriam-webster.