identity crisis
Request: portraying oneself as something else to hide a deeper issue
Psychology
ambivalence
"simultaneous and contradictory attitudes or feelings (such as attraction and repulsion) toward an object, person, or action" -- merriam-webster.
narcissistic personality disorder (NPD)
"NPD manifests in two primary forms: grandiose ("thick-skinned") individuals who display arrogance, social dominance, and exploitativeness, and vulnerable ("thin-skinned") individuals who experience shame, inferiority, hypersensitivity to criticism, and extreme rage when rejected" -- Brave AI.
fake apology
A statement in the form of an apology that does not express remorse, or assigns fault to those ostensibly receiving the apology. It is common in politics and public relations -- wikipedia.
aversion to involvement
A posture of aloofness about participating in life.
social pressure
Includes rational argument and persuasion (informational influence), calls for conformity (normative influence), and direct forms of influence, such as demands, threats, or personal attacks on the one hand and promises of rewards or social approval on the other -- dictionary.apa.org.
false humility
"In a society that glamorizes humility, the enactment of humility becomes more important than a true embodiment of it" -- psychologytoday.
let it be easy (attitude)
Sometimes we get "locked into" an attitude or mental posture that makes / believes things harder than they have to be. We can snap out of that with this decision.
daydreaming
Request: I just watched a Hawkins lecture where he mentioned at some point we must surrender all thinkingness to God. However, sometimes daydreaming gives me hope and motivation.
level: all emotional traumas are resolved
By request.
mental illness
Request: Wondering whether there is a field as a central attractor pattern to the umbrella term mental illness. Thank you!
peace in the nervous system
Conducive to consciousness calibration accuracy.
“success is not for me”
Priority request: something to cancel, I guess.
digital detox
"a period of time when a person refrains from using tech devices such as smartphones, televisions, computers, tablets, and social media sites. “Detoxing” from digital devices is often seen as a way to focus on real-life social interactions without distractions" -- verywellmind.com.
white lie
An often trivial, diplomatic or well-intentioned untruth -- American Heritage Dictionary.