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meditation background music

By request.

duality

"the quality or state of having two different or opposite parts or elements" -- merriam-webster.

contemplation (as recommended by Doc)

"To focus on a specific subject while attending to daily life is generally called contemplation." - Hawkins, I : Reality & Subjectivity

mantra: there is nothing wrong with me

Priority request: this could help ease those of us who are always trying to fix ourselves, turning ourselves into a problem that needs to be solved instead of... watching life unfold. It could also help to stop self scrutinizing, a spiritual ego habit. I found an increase in self esteem with this.

being at peace with resistance

Priority request. Neither attraction nor aversion to resistance.

the simplest prayer: Lord, bless me

"But when ye pray, use not vain repetitions, as the heathen do: for they think that they shall be heard for their much speaking. Be not ye therefore like unto them: for your Father knoweth what things ye have need of, before ye ask him --Matthew 6:7-8.

"The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want"

Psalms 23:1.

Ezekiel bread

Priority request: Ezekiel 4:9 bread is advertised as a healthier organic alternative to modern bread. It states that it is made with an older technique and uses a sprouted grain. It is found in the freezer section of the grocery store due to its lack of preservatives.

"God helps those who help themselves"

Not from The Bible nor from Benjamin Franklin. Regardless of its source, It is evidently a rationalization of the ego...

Book of Genesis (Lamsa Bible)

Request. The first book of the Hebrew Bible and Christian Old Testament. Listed at 660 in TvF.

"sorry not sorry"

A sarcastic idiom used to acknowledge that someone might disapprove of an action or statement, but the speaker does not feel bad or regretful about it. It functions as an insincere or ironic apology -- Brave AI.

"righteous anger"

Request: Is it ever righteous? I recall Doc talking about righteous indignation. I’ve been chewing on and trying to surrender the whole identity around community scapegoat and I find layers and layers of anger and desire to punish the “perpetrators” and a seeking of “justice”.

dream analysis (as a spiritual practice)

In reference to the work of Jung.

wanting to fix oneself

Request: Curious how this calibrates since I realized that this has come to motivate part of my spiritual work and it seems to be of the spiritual ego.

awareness of being aware (spiritual practice)

Request: Main teaching of Rupert Spira.