"I find regularly reading the Consciousness Calibrations Database gives one a positive feeling and relieves anxiety. What does this activity calibrate at?"
Better Man (2024)
Biographical musical drama film about the life of English singer Robbie Williams. In the film, Williams is portrayed as an anthropomorphic chimpanzee using computer-generated imagery (CGI) -- Brave AI.
Mensa
The only relevant qualification for membership is scoring within the upper 2% of the general population on an approved intelligence test. Mensa takes no stand on politics, religion or social issues -- mensa.org.
the journey of enlightenment is not for the faint of heart
"Each step along the way becomes the subject or a state to be surrendered. The search for Truth is not for the faint-hearted, and it presents recurring challenges along the way" -- Truth vs. Falsehood.
spiritual rebirth
“In Christian theology, spiritual rebirth, often referred to as 'being born again,' signifies a transformative experience where a person's spirit is renewed through faith in Jesus Christ, leading to a new life in Christ” - Google AI.
prayer: "Thank you for the world so sweet...
…Thank you for the food we eat. Thank you for the birds that sing. Thank you God for everything."
"It is because of my innate innocence that I can be exploited and made to feel guilty"
Priority request: Having an unwavering posture and stating this firmly usually handles the field of guilt quite effectively for me.
having no sense of self-identity
Request: Seems like this could eventuate as significant inner turmoil.