wallowing
Priority request: As in, wallowing in self pity or sadness. Resisting happiness by being attached to the perverse pleasure of a negative emotional state.
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the experiencer is intrinsically innocent
The experiencer seeks higher energy without the karma of particular intention.
The Secret Doctrine, by Helena Blavatsky
Request: A foundational work of Theosophy and one of the most influential esoteric texts of the modern era. It stands out for its ambitious attempt to synthesize ancient wisdom traditions—combining Eastern philosophy, Western mysticism, religion, and science—into a unified spiritual worldview.
soul destruction
A morbid attraction and pathological aversion, soul destruction is the illusory consequence of disobedience threatened by the spiritualized ego as "God." In actuality, God is unconditional love, joy and peace, characteristics that clearly distinguish God from the spiritualized ego as "God."
"Life is brutal. But it’s also beautiful. Brutiful, I call it..."
"...Life’s brutal and beautiful are woven together so tightly that they can’t be separated. Reject the brutal, reject the beauty. So now I embrace both, and I live well and hard and real" -- Glennon Doyle.
"You are exactly where you need to be..."
"...having the exact experience you are supposed to be having." Request: This is a mantra I use frequently that brings peace of mind. Maybe others will like it too. Many, many spiritual teachers say this, including Ram Dass and Jeff Foster.
getting the attention of an archangel
Doc reported getting an archangel's momentary attention, and this (apparently) brought about his enlightenment.
everyone is special in God's eyes
Spiritual students may have inadvertently learned to resist specialness. Correct "non-specialness" to unlock the experience of self-esteem without energy suppression. God loves your small self, so you need not resist loving it, nor does self-love need to be boosted by force of belief.
the field that pulls one to enlightenment
You'll start to be pulled to enlightenment from the low-end of this field.
"I am my own worst enemy"
Realizing the ego is the source of suffering and self-defeating behavior.
mantra: I let in the Holy Spirit
Request: helpful to get over “insurmountable” obstacles.
Guru Yoga
A tantric devotional practice in which the practitioner unites their mindstream with the mindstream of the body, speech, and mind of their guru -- wikipedia.
Somewhere Over the Rainbow / What a Wonderful World
By Israel "IZ" Kamakawiwoʻole. 1.5 billion views on YouTube.
not actively pursuing a romantic relationship, but...
… waiting on God to send the right one in His timing -- priority request.
"You have to make love work" vs. "love just is and works"
Priority request.