wallowing
Priority request: As in, wallowing in self pity or sadness. Resisting happiness by being attached to the perverse pleasure of a negative emotional state.
Emotions
mom guilt
Request: a name given to the feelings of guilt and shame some women feel when they don’t live up to their own or others’ expectations in their role as a parent. It’s like an internal dialogue that tells you you’re failing as a caregiver.
longing for a romantic relationship
Request: Curious if this feeling... is God pushing me to be with someone or simply a posture of desire.
everything is OK
Request: What is the energy of that? How good is it against anxiety?
stress
Priority request: Doc stated in a video that the source of stress is within ourselves and not out in the world. There is no escaping stress in the world for it is self-created. Relief occurs from understanding its true cause. What is exhilarating to one person is debilitating to another.
jealousy
Emotion referring to the thoughts and feelings of insecurity, fear, and envy over relative lack of possessions, status or something of great personal value -- wikipedia.
level: if you don’t respect me, I don’t have to respect you
Priority request: Not pride as motivator, but dignity?
statement: I don't belong to myself
At what level does this apply?
getting a bad/uneasy feeling from some people
The level is determined by your reality-testing in that moment. A false-positive is under 200.
feeling cut off, disconnected from society
When you don't feel like you're really there, but your body is there. Or actuality doesn't seem real.
negative expectations
Reifies the positionality "I knew things wouldn't work out."
misery loves company
People who are unhappy may get some consolation from knowing that others are unhappy too -- dictionary.com.
feeling sorry for someone
Always negative?
feeling a sense of accomplishment
Request: Doc said the little things can take us all the way.
slow starter
Request: I heard someone say Doc talked about this vs. other types of people. I find myself starting out slow at work but once I grasp the essence, I speed up quickly.