serendipity
It is a way of living which involves "luck" that takes the form of finding valuable or pleasant things that are not looked for -- by request.
Emotions
defeatism
Belief in the inevitability of defeat -- wikipedia.
excitement
The state of being emotionally aroused and worked up; the feeling of lively and cheerful joy; something that agitates and arouses; disturbance usually in protest -- vocabulary.com.
loser mentality
The underpinning of self-defeating behavior.
hearty laugh
Request: “A loud, cheerful, and energetic laugh. It can also be described as a burst of laughter” - Google AI.
statement: this is as good as it gets
Request: acceptance or apathy? Answer: neutrality...
"I'm meant to be alone"
Request: A conclusion some reach after a disappointing relationship history.
enjoying responsibility
Request: …enjoyable, rather than burdensome. Is it a sign of maturity (cal. 280 TvF)? Maybe Willingness (cal. 300)?
falling in love
The term is metaphorical, emphasizing that the process, like the physical act of falling, is sudden, uncontrollable and leaves the lover in a vulnerable state, similar to "fall ill" or "fall into a trap" -- wikipedia.
"No" for the sake of "no"
Request: It is an attitude that I've been dealing most of my life and feeling I can't make any change because my body and mind are saying "no" to almost everything I could try.
a decent regret
As understood and practiced in the 12 Steps of A.A. -- request.
viewing the world as broken
Priority request: I see a lot of people operating under the context that the world is broken. To me, it's the opposite. We live in the safest time in the history of mankind and have access to conveniences… that would have been considered magic just a few decades ago.
stress
Priority request: Doc stated in a video that the source of stress is within ourselves and not out in the world. There is no escaping stress in the world for it is self-created. Relief occurs from understanding its true cause. What is exhilarating to one person is debilitating to another.
longing for a romantic relationship
Request: Curious if this feeling... is God pushing me to be with someone or simply a posture of desire.
statement: to be feminine is to be vulnerable
Request: a recurring thought that doesn't feel right… as a result I behave more masculinely and dominantly.