negative expectations
Reifies the positionality "I knew things wouldn't work out."
Emotions
misery loves company
People who are unhappy may get some consolation from knowing that others are unhappy too -- dictionary.com.
feeling sorry for someone
Always negative?
feeling a sense of accomplishment
Request: Doc said the little things can take us all the way.
slow starter
Request: I heard someone say Doc talked about this vs. other types of people. I find myself starting out slow at work but once I grasp the essence, I speed up quickly.
low energy
Request: Sometimes I notice a low energy like I'm just physically tired for a couple of hours or half a day. Is that always a negative energy (cal. under 200) or is it sometimes just a physiological tiredness?
sharing mutual romantic feelings with another person while in separate relationships...
…but not acting on them. Request: Seems to be a more common occurrence amongst people in long term relationships than some would think. Curious as to the ADAP range of the phenomenon and how it can be properly contextualized when the situation can’t be avoided.
wallowing
Priority request: As in, wallowing in self pity or sadness. Resisting happiness by being attached to the perverse pleasure of a negative emotional state.
holier than thou
Request: an attitude of moral superiority.
level: I'm not allowed to "get" energy
Inversion of truth that blocks experiencing life energy.
"It might get worse before it gets better"
Priority request: Healing wisdom or spiritualized ego making pointless suffering?
not moving on after someone's death
Request: Still reminiscing and feeling the need to pray for the deceased, even years after death.
tearing up (to begin to cry)
Priority request: Sometimes, when watching or listening to something beautiful, I start to cry a little. It's the kind that is associated with joy or relief. It can be brief but it seems to indicate exposure to a high energy field.
"I'm proud of you"
We know that prideful behaviors and attitudes calibrates between 175 and 199. But we tend to use this phrase to show appreciation, care and even love. Can it be integrous? -- by request.
level: "I'm not enough"
Request: it seems to be a common belief among people - What is it essentially? Grief? Shame? At what level its healed? Is it primarily in thymus?