"It might get worse before it gets better"
Priority request: Healing wisdom or spiritualized ego making pointless suffering?
Emotions
not moving on after someone's death
Request: Still reminiscing and feeling the need to pray for the deceased, even years after death.
tearing up (to begin to cry)
Priority request: Sometimes, when watching or listening to something beautiful, I start to cry a little. It's the kind that is associated with joy or relief. It can be brief but it seems to indicate exposure to a high energy field.
"I'm proud of you"
We know that prideful behaviors and attitudes calibrates between 175 and 199. But we tend to use this phrase to show appreciation, care and even love. Can it be integrous? -- by request.
level: "I'm not enough"
Request: it seems to be a common belief among people - What is it essentially? Grief? Shame? At what level its healed? Is it primarily in thymus?
(feeling) lonely
Request: Will hit me in waves, sometimes. Feels real cold all of a sudden. Usually, I'm able to let it go, but I'm curious where it comes from.
blaming God for what is the consequence of the human ego
Request: as Doc put it.
emotional numbness
"Emotional numbness can be a symptom of severe stress. It may also indicate a more persistent mental health condition" -- Medical News Today. By request.
hoping others get negative karma for their negative actions
Priority request: Not seeking to be the jury or the executioner but still wanting to see justice served.
serendipity
It is a way of living which involves "luck" that takes the form of finding valuable or pleasant things that are not looked for -- by request.
defeatism
Belief in the inevitability of defeat -- wikipedia.
excitement
The state of being emotionally aroused and worked up; the feeling of lively and cheerful joy; something that agitates and arouses; disturbance usually in protest -- vocabulary.com.
loser mentality
The underpinning of self-defeating behavior.
hearty laugh
Request: “A loud, cheerful, and energetic laugh. It can also be described as a burst of laughter” - Google AI.
statement: this is as good as it gets
Request: acceptance or apathy? Answer: neutrality...