"God loves me"
Calibration of statement.
Spirituality
"If it's God's Will, it will just happen"
Priority request: Just trying to figure out to what degree we are responsible for "doing" God's Will, or doing some kind of work or effort to bring something about instead of trusting the field. It seems like a duality to me.
being a closeted spiritual student
Request: Not a single person in real life knows about me being into spirituality. Disclosing doesn't feel appropriate, nor do I feel the need to do it. There probably are other students in similar circumstances. Does being closeted hinder our spiritual progress?
the darkest illusions
Illusion seems subjectively and experientially real but is categorically unreal, subjecting us to suffering, misinformation and spiritualized ego manipulation. When the darkest illusions are transcended, we are liberated from these vulnerabilities.
A Course in Miracles: Complete and Annotated Edition
In 2017 Circle of Atonement released a "from scratch a new edition" of ACIM that draws upon Helen's notes of "approximately 45,000 words that are not included in the original book."
statement: suffering is a waste of time
Request: and I guess we all know Doc told us to waste no time.
guardian angel
"a type of angel that is assigned to protect and guide a particular person, group or nation" -- wikipedia.
asking God to speed up karma
Request: In order to get rid of bad karma faster, even if it leads to hardships and suffering.
The Science of Enlightenment: How Meditation Works
by Shinzen Young.
Saved by the Light, by Dannion Brinkley
After a near-death experience, Brinkley 'told of a dark tunnel, a crystal city, and a "cathedral of knowledge" where thirteen "angels" shared with him over a hundred revelations about the future, some of which he claims have come true' -- wikipedia.
Serenity Prayer
Prayer written by Reinhold Niebuhr and adopted by Alcoholics Anonymous and other twelve-step programs -- wikipedia.
T/F: burnout comes from relying on force for too long
Request: It seems to me if one is aligned with fields over 200 in regards to any activity he will not get burned out, or at least be much less susceptible to it.
"the ego is a habitual point of observation"
With an exegesis.
hoping others get negative karma for their negative actions
Priority request: Not seeking to be the jury or the executioner but still wanting to see justice served.
radical humility
Or, "I, as the ego, can do nothing."