self-punishment
Punishing yourself might seem like a good strategy for self-improvement, but it’s not very helpful in the long run -- healthline.com
Spirituality
feeling over-responsible to love / love as an obligation
An exploitative field that seeks to control us in name of love
receiving love
the threshold where the balance shifts from predominately refusing love to predominantly receiving love
Palo Santo holy wood incense sticks
a natural wood aromatic incense used for centuries by the Incas and indigenous people of the Andes as a spiritual remedy for purifying and cleansing, as well as to get rid of evil spirits and misfortune. as well as for medicinal purposes -- amazon
the (subjective) reality there is no reality
Not having any sense of what is true, real or good and the utter lack of a foundation upon which a reality could be based.
"surrender it to God, and hope for the best"
request: sometimes when surrendering something to God, we might be expecting a negative outcome. But maybe it's helpful to mindful of one's expectations, and perhaps, they too, can be surrendered to God
Life After Suicide : Given a Message for Humanity (NDE)
Chris Batts shares his Near-Death Experience after jumping from a moving vehicle during a suicide attempt. On the Other Side he communicated with Source, met with Angels, and was given a message for humanity. (video included)
a spiritual break
Request: not doing one's mantras, meditation, prayer or other practices. Hawkins mentioned that it wasn't bad to take a break and work in the garden for example. Maybe it is taking a break of the spiritual ego?
negation of duality
Priority request: Nonduality is an educational concept, but nondualism seems like an error.
U. G. Krishnamurti
d.2007. He rejected the very basis of thought and in doing so negated all systems of thought and knowledge -- wikipedia
attraction of mind / thoughts
What is the level of the field that makes thinking so attractive?
noninvolvement with a field of pain
The capability to remain on the "razor's edge" and neither resist nor experience pain.
wind phone
an unconnected telephone booth where visitors can hold one-way conversations with deceased loved ones. Originally created by a Japan garden designer Itaru Sasaki in 2010 to help him cope with his cousin's death, there are now thousands of replications all around the world -- wikipedia
Bruno Gröning
German mystic who performed faith healings and lectured. He was active in Germany in the 1940s and 1950s after World War II -- wikipedia
The Doors of Perception, by Aldous Huxley
it elaborates on his psychedelic experience under the influence of mescaline in May 1953. Huxley recalls the insights he experienced, ranging from the "purely aesthetic" to "sacramental vision", and reflects on their philosophical and psychological implications -- wikipedia