greed
"intense and selfish desire for something, especially wealth, power, or food" --google dictionary.
Qualities
self-destructive
Lower on the map than self-hatred...
wholesome
conducive to or characteristic of physical or moral well-being; sound or exhibiting soundness in body or mind -- vocabulary.com.
"keep up appearances" / for show
to pretend to be happier, less poor, etc. than you really are, because you do not want people to know how bad your situation is -- Cambridge dictionary.
opportunism
Taking advantage of opportunities without regard for the consequences for others.
tough love
Treating a person sternly or harshly with the intent to help them in the long run -- wikipedia.
hero
Request: “a person who is admired or idealized for courage, outstanding achievements, or noble qualities.” - Oxford languages.
betrayal
"violation of a presumptive contract, trust, or confidence that produces moral and psychological conflict" -- wikipedia.
shunning
Priority request: social control mechanism used most commonly in small tight-knit social groups to punish those who violate the most serious group rules. It is related to exile and banishment, although shunning is based on social rather than physical isolation or separation -- britannica.
unstoppable
"incapable of being stopped" -- merriam-webster.
personality
The expressed level of power at which one could be said to show personality.
awkward
"causing or feeling uneasy embarrassment or inconvenience" -- Google dictionary.
sobriety
Priority request: the state of being free of the effects of drugs and alcohol.
self-doubt
Priority request: The opposite seems to be confidence at 240. But i struggle with reaching this level even. It would be helpful to know what i have to become of aware of to let go of this self doubt.
antisocial
"contrary to the laws and customs of society; devoid of or antagonistic to sociable instincts or practices. not sociable; not wanting the company of others -- Oxford languages.