weirdness, strangeness or oddness, calibrated as a feeling
effortlessness
the quality of requiring little effort --vocabulary.com
ego drama
The source of ego ups and downs.
airy fairy
Insubstantial or impractical --American Heritage Dictionary
divine mercy
A quality of God
sublime
of high moral or intellectual value; elevated in nature or style; worthy of adoration or reverence; inspiring awe --vocabulary.com
provocative
serving or tending to provoke, excite, or stimulate; stimulating discussion or exciting controversy --vocabulary.com
tough love
treating a person sternly or harshly with the intent to help them in the long run --wikipedia
irritability
becoming annoyed very easily --dictionary.cambridge.org
abusive
treating someone badly or cruelly, esp. physically --dictionary.cambridge.org
virginity
There are cultural and religious traditions that place special value and significance on this state, predominantly towards unmarried females, associated with notions of personal purity, honor, and worth --Wikipedia
overkill
An excess of something (such as a quantity or an action) beyond what is required or suitable for a particular purpose --merriam-webster.com
masterpiece
a work done with extraordinary skill.
especially : a supreme intellectual or artistic achievement —merriam-webster.com
wholesome
conducive to or characteristic of physical or moral well-being; sound or exhibiting soundness in body or mind --vocabulary.com
solitude
Solitude is the state of being alone --vocabulary.com. But given its calibration it is evidently the state of being at One.