encouragement
"something that gives hope, determination, or confidence" -- merriam-webster.com
Qualities
self-evident
"evident without proof or reasoning" -- merriam-webster.com
autonomy
"the quality or state of being self-governing" -- merriam-webster.com
out of control
"no longer possible to manage" -- Google dictionary
backlash
"a strong negative reaction by a large number of people, especially to a social or political development" -- Google dictionary
infantilism
the persistence of infantile characteristics or behavior in adult life
unbearable
"so extreme that you cannot deal with the pain, feeling etc" -- macmillan dictionary
equanimity
"a state of psychological stability and composure which is undisturbed by experience of or exposure to emotions, pain, or other phenomena that may cause others to lose the balance of their mind" -- wikipedia
self-satisfaction
"a usually smug satisfaction with oneself or one's position or achievements" -- merriam-webster.com
stubborn
"refusing to change your ideas or to stop doing something" -- Britannica Dictionary
soulless
literally not having a soul
frugality
"careful management of material resources and especially money" -- merriam-webster.com
epic
"heroic or grand in scale or character" -- Google dictionary
agility
an ability to change the body's position quickly and requires the integration of isolated movement skills using a combination of balance, coordination, speed, reflexes, strength, and endurance --request
nostalgia
"A bittersweet longing for things, persons, or situations of the past." -- yourdictionary.com