letting God make the decisions
request: instead of trying to control them
Free Tier
Kohen / Mr. Spock hand mudra
Request: Many recognize the Mr. Spock Vulcan "Salute," but it was actually a hand mudra used by the Kohen (Jewish priests / healers) to channel healing energy. Separating the fingers & thumb into three divisions represents the 3 columns of the Kabbalah Tree of Life.
desolation
an event that results in total destruction; the state of being decayed or destroyed; a bleak and desolate atmosphere; sadness resulting from being forsaken or abandoned - vocabulary.com.
fruits, vegetables
Calibrated as food, i.e. culinary definition (not botanical).
Man's Search For Himself, by Rollo May
"an illuminating view of our predicament in an age of overwhelming anxieties and gives guidance on how to choose, judge, and act during such times" -- amazon.
resistance is control
It has been said all suffering is due to resistance. Then why resist? It's for want of control. This ego posture persists until all control is surrendered to God.
statement: reality is eternally beautiful
Calibrated alternately with lower-case "r" and upper-case "R."
care
the work of providing treatment for or attending to someone or something; activity involved in maintaining something in good working order; attention and management implying responsibility for safety -- vocabulary.com.
level: feelings / instincts are the source of life
Request: “But if my body tells me I’m hungry and I don’t eat I’ll die!”
reject condemnation (article)
Rejection and disapproval are in the level of courage, the "battleground" of keeping healthy boundaries intact. Doc calibrated disapproval at 240 in TvF. He contrasted "disapprove" with "condemn," assigning the former to "higher mind" and the latter to "ego mind."
Guarding Tess (1994)
Shirley MacLaine, Nicolas Cage. A former U.S. First Lady wants a particular Secret Service agent to head her bodyguard detail, even though he can't stand her -- imdb.
no one's judging you but yourself
Despite the inner experience of feeling judged.
deep dreamless sleep
Request: An ADAP range would be interesting here. There's no separate self present in deep sleep. Could it be likened to unconscious union with the Divine or is it just like unconsciousness?
Psalm 23
"THE LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want ..."
carnivore diet
When you skip the whole supermarket and go right for the meats. I guess there's some dairy in there, too.