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fruits, vegetables

Calibrated as food, i.e. culinary definition (not botanical).

Man's Search For Himself, by Rollo May

"an illuminating view of our predicament in an age of overwhelming anxieties and gives guidance on how to choose, judge, and act during such times" -- amazon.

resistance is control

It has been said all suffering is due to resistance. Then why resist? It's for want of control. This ego posture persists until all control is surrendered to God.

statement: reality is eternally beautiful

Calibrated alternately with lower-case "r" and upper-case "R."

care

the work of providing treatment for or attending to someone or something; activity involved in maintaining something in good working order; attention and management implying responsibility for safety -- vocabulary.com.

level: feelings / instincts are the source of life

Request: “But if my body tells me I’m hungry and I don’t eat I’ll die!”

reject condemnation (article)

Rejection and disapproval are in the level of courage, the "battleground" of keeping healthy boundaries intact. Doc calibrated disapproval at 240 in TvF. He contrasted "disapprove" with "condemn," assigning the former to "higher mind" and the latter to "ego mind."

Guarding Tess (1994)

Shirley MacLaine, Nicolas Cage. A former U.S. First Lady wants a particular Secret Service agent to head her bodyguard detail, even though he can't stand her -- imdb.

no one's judging you but yourself

Despite the inner experience of feeling judged.

deep dreamless sleep

Request: An ADAP range would be interesting here. There's no separate self present in deep sleep. Could it be likened to unconscious union with the Divine or is it just like unconsciousness?

Psalm 23

"THE LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want ..."

carnivore diet

When you skip the whole supermarket and go right for the meats. I guess there's some dairy in there, too.

leaving all behind (spiritual practice)

request: just leaving. All obligations, relationships etc.

mantra: I believe I am perfect in Christ

Jesus' grace makes me perfect in Him.

Northern Exposure (TV Series 1990–1995)

Comedy-drama. "In the show Rob Morrow played New York City native Joel Fleischman, a recently graduated physician who is obligated to practice in Anchorage, Alaska, for several years to repay the state of Alaska for underwriting his medical education" -- wikipedia.