Free Tier

the payoff of an experience is the experience itself

This largely explains ego payoffs.

relax and let God handle it

Request: This seems to be a powerful posture of surrender that ultimately gives over responsibility to God which allows one to finally let go and relax. It is in God's hands so you can relax in that certainty.

green tea

The beverage.

deciding not to be a victim

opting out of the victim/perpetrator model.

praying before a meal

By request.

Pulse PEMF therapy

Also known as low field magnetic stimulation, it uses electromagnetic fields to try to help cellular dysfunction -- ioaregenerative.com. By request.

Supercharged Self-Healing, by RJ Spina

Subtitle: A Revolutionary Guide to Access High-Frequency States of Consciousness That Rejuvenate and Repair. The book "shares the unique seven-step healing system that he used to overcome chest-down paralysis and chronic illness."

Modal Soul, album by Nujabes

Request: Seems uplifting.

awkward silence

"an uncomfortable pause in a conversation or presentation" -- wikipedia.

Free grace theology

claims that Salvation is akin to a free gift offered to every individual and all they need to do is believe they have received it. Another core belief is the belief of a three part salvation process: justification, sanctification, and glorification --request.

Company of One: Why Staying Small is the Next Big Thing for Business

by Paul Jarvis. Request: hope that this will help those in similar crossroads in their careers.

Be authentic but also be willing to apologize

On the topic of showing feelings.

Vivaldi (music)

Somehow not in Truth vs. Falsehood.

beauty

"The incredible beauty of all things shone forth in all their perfection, and where the world saw ugliness, there was only timeless beauty." Hawkins, RSMM, 2008.

The Way of Integrity: Finding the path to your true self, by Martha Beck

"In this book Beck presents a four-stage process that anyone can use to find integrity, and with it, a sense of purpose, emotional healing, and a life free of mental suffering." Request: It has thousands of good reviews on Amazon.