By request

Yuval Noah Harari

Historian and social influencer, his writings examine free will, consciousness, intelligence, happiness and suffering -- wikipedia.

Sapiens, by Yuval Noah Harari

A Summer Reading Pick for President Barack Obama, Bill Gates, and Mark Zuckerberg... explores the ways in which biology and history have defined us and enhanced our understanding of what it means to be “human” -- amazon.

Meister Eckhart

Truth vs. Falsehood (2005) lists Meister Eckhart at 705 (awareness) while his writings are at 600. Priority request: A “sudden“ attraction and alignment with his teachings.

Seasons in the Sun, sung by Terry Jacks

Priority request: Hit song from 1974: "We had joy, we had fun / We had seasons in the sun / But the hills that we climbed / Were just seasons out of time."

self-doubt

Priority request: The opposite seems to be confidence at 240. But i struggle with reaching this level even. It would be helpful to know what i have to become of aware of to let go of this self doubt.

pretend one has no memory (spiritual practice)

It leads to the discovery that there is no actual ‘who’; there is only awareness -- I: Reality and Subjectivity.

Star Sky- Two Steps From Hell

Priority request: One of the most exhilarating songs I've ever listened to.

antisocial

"contrary to the laws and customs of society; devoid of or antagonistic to sociable instincts or practices. not sociable; not wanting the company of others -- Oxford languages.

mantra: I don't have all the answers

Oh, liberation is this simple but profound admission 🙏.

mantra: I am destined for Enlightenment

Request: Doc recommends to accept Enlightenment is our destiny and not a goal or hope.

distractedness

"having one's thoughts or attention drawn away : unable to concentrate or give attention to something... harassed, confused, or deranged especially by strong feelings" -- merriam-webster.

Teyata, by Samsara Boulevard

Performance by a Hungarian spiritual, world-music band in Budapest. Video embedded. By request. Thanks!

inner child (ACA concept)

In Adult Children of Alcoholics (ACA) recovery, the inner child refers to the vulnerable, innocent, and often traumatized part of an individual’s psyche that developed as a result of growing up in a dysfunctional or abusive family environment -- Brave AI.

motto: “who dares wins”

The motto has been used by twelve elite special forces units around the world that in some way have historical ties to the British SAS -- wikipedia.

Germany

the most populous member state of the European Union -- wikipedia.