By request

working on negativity as spiritual work and failing

What is the source of this feeling?

The New Confessions of an Economic Hit Man, by John Perkins

Priority request. "Economic hit men are the shock troops of what Perkins calls the corporatocracy, a vast network of corporations, banks, colluding governments, and the rich and powerful people tied to them" -- amazon

religious jewelry

Request: For example, wearing a cross, a yin yang symbol, the om symbol, etc as either an expression of one's faith, or, some believe it even provides divine protection.

level of: I shouldn't be here/now

Priority request. feeling forbidden to be present or to fully "be" in time and space.

Thich Quang Duc

Priority request: A Buddhist monk who peacefully sat down and set himself on fire

Gospel of Nicodemus

Request: also known as the Acts of Pilate is an apocryphal gospel claimed to have been derived from an original Hebrew work written by Nicodemus, who appears in the Gospel of John as an associate of Jesus -- wikipedia

The Megyn Kelly Show

"your home for open, honest and provocative conversations with the most interesting and important political, legal and cultural figures today. No BS. No agenda. And no fear." By request.

"lend money to a friend, lose both friendship and money"

Request: A proverb. I learned it the hard way.

statement: there is only one orange kitty

Request: Said by Doc during a video lecture. At what level it is true? Do animals have individual souls or not? On one hand it is said that animals have group karma, on the other hand it is written in TvF that animals have individual variation in LoC.

meddling

"to interest oneself in what is not one's concern : interfere without right or propriety" -- merriam-webster.com

Adult Children of Emotionally Immature Parents, by Lindsay C. Gibson

Priority request. Discover the four types of difficult parents: the emotional parent, the driven parent, the passive parent, the rejecting parent -- amazon

discretion

"the quality of behaving or speaking in such a way as to avoid causing offence or revealing confidential information" -- Google dictionary

Hamas Attack (October 7, 2023)

The attack began in the early morning with a rocket barrage of at least 3,000 missiles against Israel... Palestinian militants breached the Gaza–Israel barrier, attacking military bases and killing civilians -- wikipedia

Stephen Wolfram

Priority request. British-American computer scientist, physicist, and businessman. He is known for his work in computer science, mathematics, and theoretical physics -- wikipedia

number of Islamic terrorists currently in Europe

Request: could you also calibrate those present in Europe? I think we are way worse due to the proximity to Islamic countries