By request

Yin/Yang Tai Chi symbol

"seemingly opposite or contrary forces may actually be complementary, interconnected, and interdependent in the natural world, and how they may give rise to each other as they interrelate to one another" -- wikipedia.

mantra: I forgive myself for everything

Request: I said this in a moment of tiredness of guilt and suffering.

realm of "clockwork elves" entities on DMT

When people consume enough DMT... to have a “breakthrough” experience, they often encounter beings, commonly referred to as “elves,” who seem to be autonomous. Some people are convinced these beings exist in a reality that is separate or invisible from our own -- bigthink.com.

Vipassana meditation

"to see things as they really are... observing your thoughts and emotions as they are, without judging or dwelling on them" -- healthline.com.

Havening

by request: "Self-Havening practice to reduce anxiety, enhance wellbeing, and develop compassion and loving-kindness."

feeling pressured to do something you don't want to do

Priority request.

Outliers: The Story of Success, by Malcolm Gladwell

repeatedly mentions the "10,000-Hour Rule", claiming that the key to achieving world-class expertise in any skill, is, to a large extent, a matter of practicing the correct way, for a total of around 10,000 hours -- wikipedia.

Nocatee, FL

Priority request: Rated the best master planned community in Florida for families with many conservative families residing there.

mantra: my life is ruled by order and harmony

Request: suggested by Doc.

enjoyment

request: maybe not the same as joy (cal. 540)?

duality

"the quality or state of having two different or opposite parts or elements" -- merriam-webster.

Owen Benjamin

He was a stand-up comedian and actor who had roles in mainstream film and television between 2008 and 2015... In 2019, he was banned from several mainstream social media platforms for violations of their policies, including Twitter, Facebook, Instagram, and YouTube -- wikipedia.

David Buss (academic contributions of)

Priority request: An expert on human mate selection, Jordan Peterson likes him. "American evolutionary psychologist ... he is considered one of the founders of evolutionary psychology." - Wikipedia

surrendering something we want in the hopes of then being able to receive it

Hope suggests an incomplete surrender, yet the result is still positive.

Joel Osteen

Megachurch pastor calibrated as a spiritual teacher.