One enjoys despite understanding that it is not generally held in high regard, or is seen as unusual or weird -- wikipedia.
Queen Bee syndrome
These women often take on “masculine” traits and distance themselves from other women in the workplace in order to succeed. They may also view or treat subordinates more critically if they are female, and refuse to help other women rise up the ranks as a form of self-preservation -- wikipedia.
soft-heartedness
Request: is being sensitive to others’ and one’s own emotions a natural, loving thing?
awkward
"causing or feeling uneasy embarrassment or inconvenience" -- Google dictionary.
yin/yang Tai Chi symbol
"seemingly opposite or contrary forces may actually be complementary, interconnected, and interdependent in the natural world, and how they may give rise to each other as they interrelate to one another" -- wikipedia.
seeing the innocent child within others and ourselves
What is the level of alignment able to do this?
asking God to help others
Request: When you see the suffering of another person, ask God to help them. Is it good to do it or is it better to believe that God will help them anyways and not pray for them?
horseback riding
The activity of riding a horse, especially for enjoyment or as a form of exercise --collinsdictionary.
"The worst-case scenario technique" by David R. Hawkins
Request: Fear tends to come up only when conditions trigger it, so it would be helpful to let go of fear when one chooses consciously to do without external triggers.
mutually beneficial
Also calibrated: win-win and "equally beneficial."
rioting, agitating, protesting
News media and more than a few politicians don't seem to know the difference.
doggedness
"great determination to do something, even if it is very difficult" -- Cambridge dictionary.