monster
"a nonhuman creature so ugly or monstrous as to frighten people" -- dictionary.com
David
asking for more (spiritual practice)
Priority request: useful for letting go.
“success is not for me”
Priority request: something to cancel, I guess.
statement: negative karma inevitably runs out, unless refortified
The amount of negative, individual karma is fixed and finite, and life will process it out unless you add to it.
meaningless
"having no meaning or significance" -- Google dictionary. Priority request.
shadow work
Priority request: “Working with your unconscious mind to uncover the parts of yourself that you repress and hide from yourself” — betterup.com
statement: happiness is the best defense against negativity
Prioritizing happiness (cal. 395) over negativity turns out to be rational.
helping people in below-200 communities on the Internet
Priority request. Is it worth it?
healthy self-interest
Priority request: "taking care of yourself but not at the expense of others" -- psychologytoday.com
spiritual resistance
Priority request: it is said that all suffering is due to resistance. So I'm wondering what it calibrates at.
statement: I live in the same reality as everybody else
Priority request: as in, there is only one reality and no "alternate realities"
mantra: there are no forbidden options
Priority request. At cal. 40, forbiddenness is not in the nature of God.
demonization
Priority request: “to portray (someone or something) as evil or as worthy of contempt or blame” — merriam-webster.com
forced love
Forcing yourself or others to be loving.
mantra: I believe Christ saves me
request: Jesus did emphasize belief, if I recall correctly, so maybe this affirmation could be useful?