David

National Security Agency (NSA)

"U.S. intelligence agency within the Department of Defense that is responsible for cryptographic and communications intelligence and security" -- britannica.com

hell; don’t go there

Request: as advised by Dr. Hawkins

doing creative work, as a spiritual practice

Priority request: writing, making art etc., with a spiritual intention.

The Pianist (2002)

"During the WWII, acclaimed Polish musician Wladyslaw faces various struggles as he loses contact with his family. As the situation worsens, he hides in the ruins of Warsaw in order to survive" -- imdb.

Roman Empire

"the ancient empire, centred on the city of Rome, that was established in 27 BCE following the demise of the Roman Republic and continuing to the final eclipse of the empire of the West in the 5th century CE" -britannica.com

The Founder (2016)

"The story of Ray Kroc, a salesman who turned two brothers' innovative fast food eatery, McDonald's, into the biggest restaurant business in the world, with a combination of ambition, persistence, and ruthlessness." -- imdb.com

contemplation: what is the source of my existence?

Priority request.

monster

"a nonhuman creature so ugly or monstrous as to frighten people" -- dictionary.com

asking for more (spiritual practice)

Priority request: useful for letting go.

“success is not for me”

Priority request: something to cancel, I guess.

helping people in below-200 communities on the Internet

Priority request. Is it worth it?

healthy self-interest

Priority request: "taking care of yourself but not at the expense of others" -- psychologytoday.com

spiritual resistance

Priority request: it is said that all suffering is due to resistance. So I'm wondering what it calibrates at.

statement: I live in the same reality as everybody else

Priority request: as in, there is only one reality and no "alternate realities"

forced love

Forcing yourself or others to be loving.